When cultivating the virtue of Integrity, think integration! Examine your own behavior, thoughts, and speech. Pay particular attention to any inconsistencies between what you say and what you actually do. Note when your behavior is inconsistent with your beliefs.
A person of integrity is living from a place of intention. We often find ourselves reacting to situations out of habit or conditioning. However, when we take the time to choose our thoughts, words and deeds carefully, we create a union between our bodies and minds. We become whole. We are trustworthy and honorable.
The pelvic floor is a group of muscles which create a hammock of sorts connecting to each hip bone, sacrum and coccyx (tail bone). It serves to support our internal organs and plays a role in the function or dysfunction of our posture, continence, sexual function, fertility and much more.
Many of us have experienced temporary incontinence when we have coughed, sneezed or laughed too hard. If you have had a baby, you are familiar with an often shocking, although usually temporary loss of pelvic floor control and the resulting incontinence. Strengthening pelvic floor muscles is often recommended to help prevent or treat incontinence.
Prolapse, or the dropping of pelvic organs can occur in some women often due to weakened pelvic floor muscles. While genetic factors can explain some cases, others factors including lack of muscle strength also contribute.
Should we strengthen or release the pelvic floor? Kegel exercises are often recommended to strengthen the pelvic muscles can help protect against incontinence and prolapse. It is worth noting however, having ‘weakness’ in your pelvic muscles can also be the result of too much clenching and tightness. Learning to lengthen and release these muscles is equally important.
Ground Your Yoga and Meditation Practices
Practicing Mula Bandha or root lock, the upward lift of the pelvic muscles, when engaged in our yoga practice has the benefit of stabilizing the pelvis and giving us a sense of grounding. Explore Mula Bandha throughout your asana and meditation practices.
Improve Your Sex Life
Both strengthening and learning to control the pelvic floor has been shown to improve sensation and enjoyment of sexual intercourse for both men and women. In addition, research shows pelvic strengthening can aid in the treatment of ED in men.
Aid Relaxation and Stress Reduction
When we think of our pelvic floor, we often think about the lack of engagement or strength, however we often unconsciously over-engage and tense our pelvic floor muscles. This can lead to tension and stress throughout the body and mind, poor posture and even painful intercourse. In yoga it is believed we hold our stress, tension, emotions, fear and anxiety in the pelvic region or ‘root’ of our body. Developing an awareness of our pelvic floor muscles through yoga, meditation and exercise can have wonderful benefitsin terms of our ability to relax both physically and mentally.
Last week was a struggle for me. My husband and I call it the “blues”. It creeps up, in a slow, stealth way, not easily explained by any particular event or life stressor and covers me like a heavy blanket. Generally, when I slip into this mood, it is marked with lethargy and crushing self-doubt. I seem utterly unable to accomplish what I desire to, question my abilities and fall into a pattern of self-criticism. I am always surprised when I fall into this state. I tend to be an optimistic person, seeing the good in most things. I am able to maintain a sunny outlook towards and for everyone else except myself during this blue mood. Interestingly, in the most stressful times of my life, I have been able to muster the strength I’ve needed to survive, pooling resources and support from friends, family, faith and practice. When the “blues” strike, I am caught off guard, dumbfounded, my reaction is to retreat into myself, which is in those periods, a hostile environment.
Great concern befalls me when this mood arrives, as depression and anxiety run rampant in my family. I lost a grandparent to suicide and many of my relatives have at some point been treated for depression/anxiety. In my estimation, I do not suffer from serious anxiety or depression. Due to my family history however, I tend to take notice when one “off” day turns into several bad days, or perhaps a week marked with feelings of self-doubt, criticism and tears.
Four years ago, when I first sat in one of Tommy Rosen’s workshops at Hanuman Festival, a light bulb went off! He sat quietly in front of us in all white, calmly glowing with the radiance. (That may seem like an overstatement, until you’ve been in a room with he and his wife, Kia Miller – they radiate joy and kindness.) After greeting us, he asked, “What are you addicted to?” Naturally, I thought, “nothing”. He then went on to name the usual addictions we are familiar with; drugs, alcohol, sex, gambling. . . still nothing. Next he mentioned shopping and I thought. . . well, maybe at a point in my life. . . to some degree. He then said, “What about the Four Aggravations; negative thinking, self-doubt, procrastination and resentment?” BINGO!
It came over me in a wave of recognition. Not only were these thought patterns I routinly found myself stuck in, they were hallmarks of my family history. Rosen will say that there is resistance from some in labeling the Four Aggravations as addictive behavior, afterall, these are thoughts and not a chosen elixor to stiffle pain. His response is that an “addiction” is any behavior which produces negative consequences in which we continue to participate. It is worth noting, many of us may struggle with persistant self-doubt, negative thinking, procrastination or resentment and never fall into abusing drugs and alcohol. Yet these thought patterns can be destructive all the same.
I consider myself to be one of the lucky ones. My yoga practice and the self-awareness I have been able to cultivate, I believe has saved my life. It has helped me recognize and come to terms with negative thought and behavior patterns and given me the space and time to observe them and make better choices. I remain deeply curious as to the cause of these times of blue-ness, however, my practice has allowed me to let go of the “whys”. Perhaps just the right combination of things created a perfect storm and a dark mood, perhaps it is simply a pattern or habit created by my ego or mind. My priority remains in developing the skills to deminish these patterns.
Eventually, I feel my blue mood lifts almost as gently and quietly as it arrived without explanation. What I do know is that through my practice, I have tools to move through these periods. The following is the toolbox I have created for myself.
1. Communication and connection
When I can’t shake negative feelings about myself, I tell my husband – who happens to be my best friend and cheerleader. He also happens to struggle with the same tendencies, so there is no judgment and always lots understanding and hugs, which incidentally can help increase Oxyitocin, our bodies “love hormone”.
Connect with friends and colleagues who may struggle with the same self-doubt around work or personal life. It always helps to hear that you are not alone in your fears or anxiety.
Often, the first thing I want to do when feeling this way is to melt into my couch, but movement releases important hormones to help counteract depressed mood such as; Seratonin, our bodies natural anti-depressant. Last week, I had fallen out of my yoga routine and my husband encouraged me to get back on my mat.
If yoga is not your movement of choice – walk, run, cycle or even dance.
3. Eat and sleep well
Returning to healthy eating and sleeping patterns can aid in mood recovery. Our bodies need fuel and rest, continually running at a deficit can contribute to negative moods and anxiety. The more aware I become, I can see the direct connection between good rest and food to my overall well-being and happiness.
4. Just Do It
Nike has a brilliant slogan – because sometimes you just have to do it. With energy low, it is often hard to accomplish or finish tasks on my long lists and which tends to feed the cycle of self-criticism and doubt. To-do lists are often a set up for unreasonable expectations in my life. Taking on a few tasks and pushing through to completion, despite my negative mood often helps reverse my depleted sense of accomplishment. Simply put, I like to feel useful and as though I am caring for my family.
5. The silent treatment
Meditation and stillness can be the most challenging part of the yoga practice for those of us who struggle with constant negative mind chatter, the Four Aggravations. It is not so much that physical stillness does not feel good, I love stillness – ask my couch. Rather, it is that in stillness, that the negative chatter gets louder as I am no longer distracted by physical movement. Sitting in stillness and trying to meditate then seem to be ill-advised if it produces opportunities to further deminish oneself. However, although not easy in the beginning, mediation provides us with the opportunity to observe our thoughts, identify patterns and then choose a different reaction. If you struggle with the process, let go of the label and judgement. When you first begin, it will be a battle with the loud voices constantly interrupting your attempts to be quiet in your mind. I use the “silent treatment” – you know, that thing you used to do to your siblings when you were young? Or maybe you do it to your partner when you are in a fight (horrible by the way, just horrible)? Have a sense of humor and use it when you are meditating. Ignore the obnoxious thoughts that continually interupt your attempts to find space. Cross your imaginary arms, turn up your nose and ignore them until they begin to deminish.
If you are struggling, perhaps these tools will help, however they are not the only or even the best answer for every situation. The “blues” as I identify them, lasting longer than a week or two or behavior patterns resulting in negative outcomes in your work or personal life should be addressed. Seek help and advice from professionals and support groups if you are concerned about yourself or others. The links below may be helpful.
Let’s face it, we’ve all been there – standing in front of our collection of clothes and muttering to ourselves that we have nothing to wear. This is definitely a first world problem, but a problem none-the-less that we can make a little fun of, right? I mean seriously, it isn’t that we have nothing to wear, it is that we have too much to wear!
Many of us don’t realize that amassing more than we need often leads to feelings of not enough. To put it simply, the more we have (beyond what is necessary for survival), often, the more we crave. Feelings of discontent and lack are not uncommon when trying to find an outfit. If we really think about it, it is a ridiculous state of mind. So what can we do when we are faced with abundance, yet still feel discontent? Patanjali advises in the 8-limb path of yoga to practice the 5 codes of restraints called Yamas.
Aparigraha (Sanskrit: अपरिग्रहा), the fifth restraint, is the concept of non-possessiveness, non-grasping or non-greediness. Aparigraha is the practice of only taking what is truly necessary and no more. Parigrah is Sanskrit for ‘to amass or crave’, the prefix of A translates to ‘non-‘.
We can explore Aparigraha in two ways; through our outer and inner worlds. Outwardly, it encourages a simpler way of life and non-hoarding. If we look through the lens of our inner-world, our minds, it is encouraging non-attachment and non-craving with the goal of creating inner-peace and contentment.
So, how can we practice Aparigraha in our modern lives?
First, recognize and have a sense of humor. I just counted and will admit to amassing at least 20 pairs of yoga pants. Do I still stand in front of my closet and mutter that I don’t have anything to wear – yes! Do I still crave more? Yes. Am I ridiculous? Absolutely. But, I choose to have a sense of humor about my hoarding habits. I can recognize my tendency to justify this collection by listing the numerous classes I teach and times I practice heated yoga per week. But really, I just get sick of my clothes and love having the variety. There was a time when I was practicing the same amount of yoga with only two pairs of pants, that I would diligently wash out each evening in preparation for the next practice. That worked too. I recognize that when I stand in front of my closet bursting at its seams, that much of what hangs there is more than I need and often ignored due to lack of quality, ill-fit or simply being tired of the item.
Second, get rid of everything! Just kidding. Get rid of everything that isn’t necessary, well-fitting or loved. Living your yoga in the modern world doesn’t mean we have to give up having anything extra, frivolous or unneccessary, but it should be something that you love and will use. So yes, you can have a great piece in your wardrobe that you only wear occasionally, simply honor its place in your closet. Living your yoga isn’t about giving up everything you love, however being weighed down by more than you need can create more discontent than we realize.
Recently, I found this great strategy for downsizing your closet, by creating a capsule wardrobe. It is a great way to have a little fun practicing Aparigraha. For myself, it helped me realize how much I already have, lessened my desire for more and created simplicity in my life. I have started to apply the technique to other spaces in my home that weigh me down mentally. . .next stop? The home office. . . ugh!